Even sitting, Ryan’s knees became wobbly as his source fed him the hook for the story. On the other end of the line, the voice was asking if he was still there.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m still here,” Ryan said, snapping out of it.
He had gone lightheaded with euphoria.
His pencil snapped under the frantic force he was using to jot the story down as fast as he could. When he looked down at his scribbled notes, he counted at least five grammatical errors. He tore the page out of his notepad, balled it up, grabbed another pencil, and as calmly as he could manage, asked his source to start again from the top.
This story is gonna be huge, Ry. Don’t fuck it up!
The gravity of the story dragged his thoughts to the thief. His neck whipped around towards Horace’s office door.
Still closed.
He could feel his source on the other end of the line grow more impatient by the millisecond. This was a juicy development where they worked, and it was clear to Ryan that they wanted to get back to work before their absence was noticed.
For Ryan’s part, he wanted to get the story as quickly as they wanted to give it. But he knew there was another dynamic at play. The thief was an obstacle, and would swipe this story too if he wasn’t careful.
Paranoid, he twisted his neck back towards Horace’s office. In the split second it took him to do so, he had the unshakable feeling that the door would swing open if his eyes didn’t reach it fast enough.
Still closed.
With that fear subsided (for now), Ryan soaked in the story, finding he had never felt this level of craving before. Each detail bred another question.
If his ears could salivate, his neck would be drenched.
His hand cramped as he hungrily filled page after page of his notepad with shorthand. His mind worked overtime juggling all the details he was being fed. His neighbor asked him to stop the incessant toe tapping.
The words he scribbled down were a jumbled mess. Taking down the story he was given had always come naturally to him, but that wasn’t what was happening here.
After every couple of lines, he’d snap his neck back towards Horace’s office. He couldn’t shake the feeling of being observed.
Still closed.
After filling five pages, his source stated they were done, they had to get back, and asked if Ryan had everything he needed. Ryan recited every word they had told him in his head, and when he was convinced he wasn’t ever going to forget the story that made his career, he agreed to let them off the line.
He hung up, then flipped to the front of his notes and reexamined everything. His concern was that his hastily written notes wouldn’t make sense to anyone that read them. When he was done reading, he slowly lowered his pad, and smiled.
His smile quickly dissipated. Slowly, he willed himself to peek around the newsroom. He swiveled in his chair until he was facing the thief’s door.
Still closed.
He didn’t see you, Ryan thought, as he continued to spin his chair back toward his desk. His rotation halted as he faced the break room opposite Horace’s office.
Horace stood in its doorway, watching him.